中國文學之奧秒

昨晚看尋秦記，古天樂在其中一幕提及此詩...《...花開堪折直須折，莫待無花空折枝》
出自唐詩「金縷衣」最後兩句
一看到急不及待的rewind再pause要看個清楚，心裡有點百感交集
記錄於＜名妓卷＞，顧名思義，作者是妓女出身的杜秋娘，但只賣歌舞的妓女（在古時賣歌獻技的稱妓，賣身的稱娼，這是在中學時期文學課所學的）
出身雖賤，卻能寫出如此發人心省的詩句,　短短四組七言絕句已把心裡的情感抒發得十分徹底

這幾天也睡得不好，每每閉上眼，記憶系統便開始運作，卻不是把東西放進腦，而是把曾被儲存成記憶的東西重新load過一次，真沒它法子
多不勝數的reports，presentation還有很多人和事，每早起床也很不憤，怪自己沒有在睡前好好讓腦袋休息一下（雖然只是籍口，哈哈）

天父（原句是老天）有時侯便是這樣跟我們「開玩笑」，起初會認為有些東西自己還未能接受得來或去承擔,　直到肯定自己應付得來，所有環境，思想，timing（本想寫“時間配合”，後覺還是“timing”比較到point）以及當天的那份衝勁和決心己走到不知哪裡去了，只能怪自己，《花開堪折直須折，莫待無花空折枝》一句，再次形容得很恰到好處，到現在也恨自己是一個太堅持，不懂捨棄的人，或許我便正正是一個認為要堅持便不應捨棄的人吧！

I am kind of burnt out..

I went for class at 8am yesterday morning and had meeting and report writing throughout the whole day till 1am..i can't even believe that..
coz that was what i asked myself last year not to do again in my school life ever after that damn banquet..but it seems impossible..
i take that for granted actually, that's nothing surprised me at all..
i was on the contrary shocked at what people around are thinking about, that did piss me off unfortunately..especially those who i think are still at that place with me..

Anyway, i did come up with that i was too proud of myself...i used to think nothing is gonna change wherever i am, whoever there will be, whenever it is, nothing is gonna change..yea, right, i am kind of wavering at this moment, but I will follow what He asks me to do

Without noticing the time has slipped away silently, 7 weeks were past..it is one-forth of the whole year i will be spending here in Swiss..it is awesome!!yea kind of marvelous...
i am really burnt out somehow..i dun wanna put myself into a box in which no one i can touch with, i just wanna express every little single thing that i wanna share with you..i understand it is kind of hard for you to stand it, to handle..same here for me..
just let it go in a more rational way..please dun even get stuck on such irrelevant matters ok?

miss you**

瑞士生活心路小記..

busy dealing with projects and presentations recently, putting up new post even in english..(typing chinese words consumes more energy, i think)
meanwhile planning for the winter trip in Dec...going to visit Germany, Belgium, Denmark and London probably..and new year eve in Paris, which is the only destination confirmed so far..

Being really excited about the christmas break, dun even wanna think of how it's going at the moment..Please, i am really tired and weak sometimes, looking for the power from God

Anyway, we will see how it's happening...

p.s. just realize that there are so many dearest buddies having birthday anniversary around this period of time, how come?!haha!!

時光飛逝

不經不覺已經踏入第三年的大學生活,
一點也沒有意識到自己和這所"古堡"已有這麼久的關係...

由第一年剛到步, 甚麼人和事也不認識,
直至上年2nd year一起奮鬥,一起讀書, 一起食一起睡, 一起癲..真的甚麼也毫無保留的豁出去!
可說是把我們的感情推到另一個更深的層次..
一轉眼便到了最後一年, 實實在在一起生活的最後一年, 一起談笑發癲的最後一年...
但不要緊, 因為我相信你們將會是我人生裡最重要的其中一群, 一直送了我很多的開心, 分擔了很多的不快, 真渴望一點也不會把你們從我記憶裡劃去..
很愛你們, 真的很愛你們!!當然最希望的便是主的愛最終能感動你們吧!
回歸現實, 辛苦的3rd year, 一起繼續戰鬥吧!

i am back...

Having been back to swiss for one week already, i really find that time is passing by so slowly..
i can't do anything but only working hard on study..
get every project work done and passed in 18 weeks
i am really so tired and i need Him..

Miss everyone, everything in HK, like a kid yelling for going home..haha
anyway, this is life..
I am learning Spanish, but the teacher is teaching in French, how come?!
haha!


Missed the 3rd celebration of Mid-autumn festival already...am i able to be in HK eating moon cakes and playing with candles next year?

miss you**

everyone should have chosen their pathway to go along..

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

how do we define "stupid"?

有時候, 人往往要知難而退, 在事情還沒有走到最壞的地步之前停下來
這會否對自己, 及身邊的人所造的傷害少一點?
我會質疑自己是否一個傻子...

太累了太累了

回來後這幾天也是沒精打睬, 明顯是仍未recover因舟車勞頓所導致的疲倦身體..
我很心急...卻每天一直呆等, 或者這便是我的結局吧!
fate, 難道便不可改變嗎??
看東西看負面一點, 有時候還比較好!

今天跟一個很久沒見面的朋友相聚了一回, 說起才發現我們3年半沒見面了, 與她久别重逢真的很感動
多謝你!

say goodbye please...

最後一天晚上在caux上網了, 平時以為自己不大喜歡學校, 對它沒有太大感情, 現在卻有點不捨..
不捨得學校, 不捨得學校的同學, 不捨得這年度在學校中所發生過的所有事
永遠不會把mid-term時整整一星期每天工作至5點才睡覺這些回憶在腦海中抹去..回想起真有點窒息的感覺!不會再經歷, 真的以後不會再經歷了..
或者明天一別, 所有東西便會像煙一般慢慢散去!

過了明天, 便要對瑞士說一聲再見, 後會有期了, 8個月後再見!
今天看見他們畢業, 真的很渴望我們一班戰友能夠齊齊整整度過3rd year,
應該說"我們一定可以!!"

i am coming back!

認為自己已經攻陷了考試, 讀書的incentive當然是零..打了個老邊, 飽極了!!
又整天在倒數回家的日數, 還有7天!
還有7天便要變回一個全時間香港人, 對這個部份時間瑞士人的身份有點依依不捨...我很討厭香港的天氣, 和香港擠得水洩不通的街道, 商場...事先聲明, 我並不是"扮"外國人呀哈哈
說過第一天回來便要看新的"直染頭"啦
還有7天, 我們會怎樣?

陳濤先生, 可否做個好心, 下年6月回港度假呢?
無論怎樣, 也總要向你說聲:謝謝你!