中國文學之奧秒

昨晚看尋秦記，古天樂在其中一幕提及此詩...《...花開堪折直須折，莫待無花空折枝》
出自唐詩「金縷衣」最後兩句
一看到急不及待的rewind再pause要看個清楚，心裡有點百感交集
記錄於＜名妓卷＞，顧名思義，作者是妓女出身的杜秋娘，但只賣歌舞的妓女（在古時賣歌獻技的稱妓，賣身的稱娼，這是在中學時期文學課所學的）
出身雖賤，卻能寫出如此發人心省的詩句,　短短四組七言絕句已把心裡的情感抒發得十分徹底

這幾天也睡得不好，每每閉上眼，記憶系統便開始運作，卻不是把東西放進腦，而是把曾被儲存成記憶的東西重新load過一次，真沒它法子
多不勝數的reports，presentation還有很多人和事，每早起床也很不憤，怪自己沒有在睡前好好讓腦袋休息一下（雖然只是籍口，哈哈）

天父（原句是老天）有時侯便是這樣跟我們「開玩笑」，起初會認為有些東西自己還未能接受得來或去承擔,　直到肯定自己應付得來，所有環境，思想，timing（本想寫“時間配合”，後覺還是“timing”比較到point）以及當天的那份衝勁和決心己走到不知哪裡去了，只能怪自己，《花開堪折直須折，莫待無花空折枝》一句，再次形容得很恰到好處，到現在也恨自己是一個太堅持，不懂捨棄的人，或許我便正正是一個認為要堅持便不應捨棄的人吧！

I am kind of burnt out..

I went for class at 8am yesterday morning and had meeting and report writing throughout the whole day till 1am..i can't even believe that..
coz that was what i asked myself last year not to do again in my school life ever after that damn banquet..but it seems impossible..
i take that for granted actually, that's nothing surprised me at all..
i was on the contrary shocked at what people around are thinking about, that did piss me off unfortunately..especially those who i think are still at that place with me..

Anyway, i did come up with that i was too proud of myself...i used to think nothing is gonna change wherever i am, whoever there will be, whenever it is, nothing is gonna change..yea, right, i am kind of wavering at this moment, but I will follow what He asks me to do

Without noticing the time has slipped away silently, 7 weeks were past..it is one-forth of the whole year i will be spending here in Swiss..it is awesome!!yea kind of marvelous...
i am really burnt out somehow..i dun wanna put myself into a box in which no one i can touch with, i just wanna express every little single thing that i wanna share with you..i understand it is kind of hard for you to stand it, to handle..same here for me..
just let it go in a more rational way..please dun even get stuck on such irrelevant matters ok?

miss you**

瑞士生活心路小記..

busy dealing with projects and presentations recently, putting up new post even in english..(typing chinese words consumes more energy, i think)
meanwhile planning for the winter trip in Dec...going to visit Germany, Belgium, Denmark and London probably..and new year eve in Paris, which is the only destination confirmed so far..

Being really excited about the christmas break, dun even wanna think of how it's going at the moment..Please, i am really tired and weak sometimes, looking for the power from God

Anyway, we will see how it's happening...

p.s. just realize that there are so many dearest buddies having birthday anniversary around this period of time, how come?!haha!!